Bloody Coffee

So I know 10:30 is not late, but it's about 2 hours later than I have been going to sleep lately and I am still wide awake :(
Combination of things really - 1. Had a coffee today. Have been avoiding coffee recently because it seems to be having a disturbing effect on my heart (big thumping of the heart - more than is considered normal I think). But I was so tired this morning and was going to look at rentals with Mum. Now have heartburn - a new thing to me and incredibly unpleasant; as well as being wide awake and having a slightly too vigorous heartbeat.
2. Looked at rentals with Mum today, found one we love, don't seem to have any competition - yet, however need to move fast. My father does not seem to entirely grasp this concept and it makes me very nervous, Mum and I aren't prepared to lose this one. So I am thinking about that - and also of course planning the layout of the rooms if we do get it :)
3. I am having lunch with B tomorrow. I haven't yet seen him since I got back, so for around 3 years I think. So whilst I don't want to get too excited... it seems I am.
We are still speaking every day, he is so lovely. I know it's going to annoy me so much when Mum, and Dad more quietly judge him on his tattoos and piercings.
B seems to be prepared though, he asked me today if he should cover his piercings when he comes over. He seems to grasp that this is not going to be an easy relationship to explain to my parents, in terms of the timing (pregnancy) and that we are going to need to be careful with my parents and try ease them into it and make them understand we aren't taking this lightly and that we are aware the baby is the priority and all the complications that come with that.
And the parents have to be able to accept it because hopefully B isn't going anywhere, and I will be living with Mum and Dad for a minimum of 3 years now that I am the reason they will be doubling their rent ( I am paying half once we move of course, but if I move out they would be a bit screwed)
I think I am at the nesting stage and that is quite difficult when I don't have a house to nest in. I really want to get JJ's room set up so I can figure out what I have and what I need and prepare.
It's raining pretty heavily at the moment. I quite like it. The weather has been really surprisingly nice all week, cool mornings but warm days and lots of sun. But this weekend the bad weather hit, but yeah, I like it.
Hmmm JJ is kicking. He is getting much stronger or bigger or both. I seem to have had another belly growth spurt this week, I didn't realise until I looked in the mirror last night but Mum said she had already noticed it.
Hmm nothing like Marylin Manson when you are trying to get to sleep. Then again, it is the cover of Sweet Dreams so I guess that is appropriate.
I do have some taped TV shows I could be watching but it will be so cold out of bed :(
The book I am reading is crap, its about this sexist raver druggie guy and it just reminds me of J - the raver druggie part at least.
God I am going to be exhausted tomorrow.
Can't remember if I blogged earlier this week, don't think so. Met my new doctor, who will also be the one delivering JJ, who is lovely, really happy with her. Turned out though my blood pressure and iron were both too low. Blood pressure being low seems to come with pregnancy and it is a bit better now, and I have gotten back onto the iron supplement - ugh.
Ugh so wish I could sleep.
Anyway I think you are more or less up to date so I will go check my facebook and then consider what to do with the remainder or my night.
Goodnight.